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I hate nightmares, I hate them. I've been having them all damn week, just little manageable ones.
This one though, despite all its absurdity, scared me as much all the alien ones do. Like, alien nightmares... I get why I wake up scared. That shit isn't new. This one involved a werewolf though, a fucking werewolf. Granted, he was my uncle who transformed in a fit of rage concerning my grandmother then hunted us (me, mom, possibly Luna Lovegood) down viciously.
Clearly, I have many unresolved issues regarding Dad's side of family and their rage. Just. The scaring part was the transforming despite the stupid b-movie effects, going dark purple-red with pure rage. dream!me was just like "Leave, leave, leave, leave now" to dream!mom because, hey! I've seen this before and it ain't good. We were at the Today Show, thus immediately excess to a car. Apparently, you can just drive into a show in my dreamworld. It's their thing. dream!me didn't know that either.
Whatever. Before that I was dealing with stupid prom antics and drunken friends hitting on me as I dragged them out. -_-;; This is the ridiculous dream that still scared the motherfucking shit out of me. REALLY, HEAD, REALLY? D:<
I think my subconscious wants me to know something. What, I haven't a clue. But given I'm not sleeping anymore, I guess I can explore it. :/
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